I think my period is nearly finished, then I’ll ovulate in about 2 weeks

[Battery Bits]

I got eggs

[maks]

you should get another abortion

[maks]

they're free in australia right why not it would save you the cost of a condom

[Battery Bits]

It’s not like I just thought “nah no condom is fine” I’ve always been careful at the time I didn’t even know who I was, I thought the cat was my Mum, I was in a dissociative state

[maks]

I'm just saying, abortions are free, and condoms are at least $8 a box, and you're poor and have confinved yourself that killing a baby is ok if it's young enough, so why not use abortion as your go-to birth control solution. it just makes sense.

[Battery Bits]

No it was a huge toll on me

[maks]

are you admitting that you felt guilty and thereby that you did something wrong

[Battery Bits]

I did not take it lightly but it was the right thing to do in that situation

[maks]

then why do you feel guilty do people usually feel guilty when they've made the right choice

[Battery Bits]

I’m not guilty of that

[maks]

but it took a toll on you, you felt guilty because deep down you know that what you did was fucked up and evil no matter what you ttell yourself about the brain activity and no matter how many pro baby murder websites you read you know it was wrong

[Battery Bits]

It was the right thing to do in the circumstances

[maks]

then why do you feel guilty about it

[Battery Bits]

I don’t think I do, I’ve rationalized it

[maks]

well if you're over it then it obviously didn't take that big of a toll, and it will be even easier next time, so why not use it as your primary form of birth control

[Battery Bits]

Because that’s bullshit

[maks]

Wells lets see

- Cheaper than condoms
- Morally acceptable according to you
- Doesn't cause guilt

So what's the problem?

[Battery Bits]

It was an emotional and physical toll

[Battery Bits]

You know emotions, those things you don’t have

[maks]

What sort of emotions, if not guilt? Why would you feel emotional if it's no big deal and you were doing the right thing? I don't get emotional when I cut my nails or take a shit

[Battery Bits]

What sort of emotions, if not guilt? Why would you feel emotional if it's no big deal and you were doing the right thing? I don't get emotional when I cut my nails or take a shit

You don’t get emotional about anything. The whole situation was horrible

[maks]

horrible how what emotion were you feeling

[maks]

for christ';s sake just admit it was guilt, that's a perfectly normal reaction to doing something unbelievably evil

[maks]

there's nothing wrong with having a conscience lisa

[Battery Bits]

horrible how what emotion were you feeling

which emotion? There wasn’t just one

It wasn’t evil, it was the kindest thing

[maks]

no the kindest thing would be carrying your unwanted baby for 9 months and giving it up for adoption if you couldn't care for it but you're too fucking selfish for that

[maks]

god forbid you should have to give up weed for less than a year

[Battery Bits]

no the kindest thing would be carrying your unwanted baby for 9 months and giving it up for adoption if you couldn't care for it but you're too fucking selfish for that

No if I carried it I would have kept it but I didn’t .

[maks]

because you're a selfish twat

[Battery Bits]

No because it was a horrible situation to bring a child into